Skoraj izmišljena pesem

[SiR]

An Almost Made Up Poem

I see you drinking at a fountain with tiny

blue hands, no, your hands are not tiny

they are small, and the fountain is in France

where you wrote me that last letter and

I answered and never heard from you again.

you used to write insane poems about

ANGELS AND GOD, all in upper case, and you

knew famous artists and most of them

were your lovers, and I wrote back, it’ all right,

go ahead, enter their lives, I’ not jealous

because we’ never met. we got close once in

New Orleans, one half block, but never met, never

touched. so you went with the famous and wrote

about the famous, and, of course, what you found out

is that the famous are worried about

their fame –– not the beautiful young girl in bed

with them, who gives them that, and then awakens

in the morning to write upper case poems about

ANGELS AND GOD. we know God is dead, they’ told

us, but listening to you I wasn’ sure. maybe

it was the upper case. you were one of the

best female poets and I told the publishers,

editors, “ her, print her, she’ mad but she’

magic. there’ no lie in her fire.” I loved you

like a man loves a woman he never touches, only

writes to, keeps little photographs of. I would have

loved you more if I had sat in a small room rolling a

cigarette and listened to you piss in the bathroom,

but that didn’ happen. your letters got sadder.

your lovers betrayed you. kid, I wrote back, all

lovers betray. it didn’ help. you said

you had a crying bench and it was by a bridge and

the bridge was over a river and you sat on the crying

bench every night and wept for the lovers who had

hurt and forgotten you. I wrote back but never

heard again. a friend wrote me of your suicide

3 or 4 months after it happened. if I had met you

I would probably have been unfair to you or you

to me. it was best like this.

by Charles Bukowski (pisatelj, pesnik in novinar)

"I don't hate people. I just like it a lot better when they're not around. "

[SiR]

Če koga zanima. Buk bere lastno poezijo.

01.02.2003 22:02 3.549.119 01- the creation of the morning line.mp3

01.02.2003 22:16 4.097.153 02- death.mp3

01.02.2003 22:21 3.719.943 03- the sex fiends.mp3

01.02.2003 22:24 2.643.165 04- love.mp3

01.02.2003 22:28 3.205.847 06- the death of an idiot.mp3

01.02.2003 22:33 4.673.936 07- style.mp3

01.02.2003 22:36 2.693.341 08- law.mp3

01.02.2003 22:40 3.485.878 09- my friend andre.mp3

01.02.2003 22:44 3.703.756 11- the world's greatest loser.mp3

01.02.2003 22:48 3.422.678 12- the last days of the suicide kid.mp3

01.02.2003 22:10 3.506.268 13- the shower.mp3

01.02.2003 22:53 3.650.477 14- hot.mp3

01.02.2003 22:56 2.428.979 15- earthquake.mp3

01.02.2003 23:02 5.519.790 16- the rat.mp3

01.02.2003 23:08 4.910.608 17- the shoelace.mp3

01.02.2003 23:13 4.446.158 18- eighteen cars full of men thinking of what could have been.mp3

01.02.2003 23:17 3.049.648 19- a report upon the concumption of myself.mp3

02.02.2003 20:27 9.623.619 20- something for the touts, the nuns, the grocery clerk and you.mp3

01.02.2003 21:02 2.546.674 Boo Radleys - Charles Bukowski Is Dead.mp3

01.02.2003 20:58 1.206.122 Bukowski - 01 - When All The Animals Lay Down.mp3

01.02.2003 20:59 701.941 Bukowski - 02 - A Smart Girl.mp3

01.02.2003 21:01 765.398 Bukowski - 03 - The Light Of Jesus.mp3

01.02.2003 21:02 1.085.018 Bukowski - 04 - The Pleasures.mp3

01.02.2003 21:02 474.917 Bukowski - 05 - Rejoice And Asunder.mp3

01.02.2003 21:05 2.139.091 Bukowski - 06 - A Northern Acqaintance.mp3

01.02.2003 21:05 246.615 Bukowski - 07 - Grammer Of Life.mp3

01.02.2003 21:06 799.556 Bukowski - 08 - My Father.mp3

01.02.2003 21:09 2.442.162 Bukowski - 09 - Soup, Cosmos And Tears.mp3

01.02.2003 21:11 2.191.363 Bukowski - 10 - The Life Of The King.mp3

01.02.2003 21:13 1.776.116 Bukowski - 11 - Only The Truly Lost.mp3

01.02.2003 21:14 1.155.698 Bukowski - 12 - A Need For Glue.mp3

01.02.2003 21:16 1.584.978 Bukowski - 13 - Hammer And Leash.mp3

01.02.2003 21:18 1.158.320 Bukowski - 14 - Another Academy.mp3

01.02.2003 21:19 1.340.411 Bukowski - 15 - The Solar Mass.mp3

01.02.2003 21:25 5.189.359 Bukowski - 16 - The Lesbian.mp3

01.02.2003 21:28 2.856.068 Bukowski - 17 - The Night I Killed Tommy.mp3

01.02.2003 21:32 2.934.318 Bukowski - 18 - The Lady With The Legs.mp3

01.02.2003 21:33 723.320 Bukowski - 19 - Photo.mp3

01.02.2003 21:35 1.753.091 Bukowski - 20 - Like That.mp3

01.02.2003 21:36 1.156.041 Bukowski - 21 - The Mystery Of.mp3

01.02.2003 21:37 891.163 Bukowski - 22 - Plants.mp3

01.02.2003 21:38 662.444 Bukowski - 23 - Bad.mp3

01.02.2003 21:40 1.857.756 Bukowski - 24 - Bukowsi Says Goodbye.mp3

01.02.2003 17:54 1.482.752 charles bukowski - a little atomic bomb.mp3

01.02.2003 17:58 2.293.760 charles bukowski - an action afternoon.mp3

01.02.2003 18:03 2.945.592 charles bukowski - buffalo bill.mp3

01.02.2003 18:06 1.754.164 charles bukowski - do you use a notebook.mp3

01.02.2003 16:57 654.939 charles bukowski - fan letter.mp3

01.02.2003 18:12 3.773.318 charles bukowski - genius of the crowd.mp3

01.02.2003 18:12 369.934 charles bukowski - grammar.mp3

01.02.2003 20:30 59.484.496 charles bukowski - hostage.mp3

01.02.2003 20:30 165.544 charles bukowski - loser.mp3

01.02.2003 20:31 786.560 charles bukowski - no charge.mp3

01.02.2003 20:34 1.785.231 charles bukowski - piss and shit.mp3

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[pirrulz]

:OK: :OK: :OK:

[BaTeMaN]

Mene zanima kje se da to dol dat z neta... audio book al kaj ... :OK:

[c0Li]

Ja, zanimiv tale Karli! Sem ga bral pred leti! Nisem pa siguren al je vec pick kresnu, al vec steklenic Chivasa stran zlil v svojem zivljenju! :OK: .)

[pupa]

Sem tudi prebrala eno njegovo knjigo...... jao :slap: včasih nisem bila ravno prepričana ali je to vse res, ali si malček zmišljuje.... je pa zagotovo zanimiv na svoj način.

[Manu]

Bukowski :worship:

Sicer ne vem, s čim natančno bi lahko opredelila njegovo carstvo, zagotovo pa je. Obstaja. Tisto nekaj v njem. Na nekoga me močno spominja.... :004

"To je bilo najpomembnejše: da mi ni bilo povsem jasno. Bilo je brez besed, kot je brez besed goreča hiša ali potres ali poplava ali ženska, ki stopa iz avtomobila in pri tem pokaže noge. Nisem vedel, kaj potrebujejo drugi pisatelji; in mi tudi ni bilo mar, tako ali tako jih nisem mogel brati. ( :OK: ) Ujet sem bil v lastne navade, v lastne predsodke. Ni slabo biti bedast, če je neumnost samo tvoja. Zavedal sem se, da bom nekega dne pisal o Katherine in da bo to težaško delo. Kaj preprosto je bilo pisati o kurbah, pisati o dobri ženski je mnogo mnogo težje."

[kekec III]

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

And the dreams that you dream of

Once in a lullaby.....

[SiR]

Millionaires

you

no faces

no faces at all

laughing at nothing

let me tell you

i have drunk in skidrow rooms with imbecile winos

whose cause was better

whose eyes still held some light whose voices retained some sensibility

and when the morning came

we were sick but not ill

poor but not deluded

and we stretched in our beds

and rose in the late afternoon

like millionaires

-Charles Bukowski

[SiR]

Car.